I know it has been a loooooong time since I last wrote on here and to be honest I truly forgot that I had this blog up and running. But enough about that I would like to just get a few things off my mind in what I like to call Ventation.During the middle of this last semester I was having some problems at home which forced me to make some bigger then BIG decisions. One of those being to move out and move it with my boyfried who is now my fiance and will hopefully one day soon be my husband. My fiance Caylon Thede and I got engaged on April 16th 2012 after we have been together for over a year. Oh before I forget I want to take a second and tell Lauren what a great job she did on the interview paper with him. It was really good. Any old which way back to venting. One....If the only time you are going to call me to tell me what I am doing wrong please please please don't. I am not going to mention names so don't try to get them out of me. Two.....if I forget an important date I am sorry and will try and make it up to you eventually. I know people say it'll get better and right now it slowly is but that is saved for a different blog entry.*RANDOM* it is kind of amazing how much thought comes out of me at 2;40 in the morning. Again..........I guess with everything that is going on in my life I am trying to do my best to be as Dude (from The Big Lebowski) as possible and simply just abide and let it happen. So far it is working. I know this is probably more personal then you all wanted to know but frankly I do not care. It is stuff that I feel like I need to get off my chest. So much better then bottling it up. I'm not angry at anyone who has molded and caused my life to be what it is now. In a sick wierd twisted strange bizzare way I thank them every day in my own special way. I guess that is all I have to say right now and I am sorry if I offended anyone, hurt anyone, or gave them more then they needed to know but like I said it is things that needed to be said.
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Classical Ventation
I know it has been a loooooong time since I last wrote on here and to be honest I truly forgot that I had this blog up and running. But enough about that I would like to just get a few things off my mind in what I like to call Ventation.During the middle of this last semester I was having some problems at home which forced me to make some bigger then BIG decisions. One of those being to move out and move it with my boyfried who is now my fiance and will hopefully one day soon be my husband. My fiance Caylon Thede and I got engaged on April 16th 2012 after we have been together for over a year. Oh before I forget I want to take a second and tell Lauren what a great job she did on the interview paper with him. It was really good. Any old which way back to venting. One....If the only time you are going to call me to tell me what I am doing wrong please please please don't. I am not going to mention names so don't try to get them out of me. Two.....if I forget an important date I am sorry and will try and make it up to you eventually. I know people say it'll get better and right now it slowly is but that is saved for a different blog entry.*RANDOM* it is kind of amazing how much thought comes out of me at 2;40 in the morning. Again..........I guess with everything that is going on in my life I am trying to do my best to be as Dude (from The Big Lebowski) as possible and simply just abide and let it happen. So far it is working. I know this is probably more personal then you all wanted to know but frankly I do not care. It is stuff that I feel like I need to get off my chest. So much better then bottling it up. I'm not angry at anyone who has molded and caused my life to be what it is now. In a sick wierd twisted strange bizzare way I thank them every day in my own special way. I guess that is all I have to say right now and I am sorry if I offended anyone, hurt anyone, or gave them more then they needed to know but like I said it is things that needed to be said.
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